Confidence is Misunderstood

I look a fat person in the face and say they are fat. I also listen to the words that are coming out of their mouth and express how they’re  intelligent, well-spoken, and a well-rounded human being (no pun intended). People need to truly accept genuine honesty. Compliments aren’t the only thing that should be spoken. I want to understand my strengths and my weaknesses. Surround me with unfiltered tongues, reasonable minds, and sensible hearts; give me truth. I have entered a White and Hispanic person’s home and was considered unattractive, after coming from a Black environment that embraced my looks. I accepted being great looking one place and ugly the other. I have been the dumbest person in the room, after being the smartest in so many others. I understood my place in each situation. Confidence stems from understanding how your environment views you and your ability to still establish yourself. I will express exactly what I see, whether it’s cruel, encouraging, or even misguided. When I have no clue, I will search for the answer. When I am informed, I will provide information. I believe in who I am; I am the world I wish to live in!!!! ~AmazinglyBrash~ #DreamAwake

Chooses Justice

Blood pouring out of her vagina, mind racing. Did this man just force his penis inside me without my consent? Do I conceal this information or tell the world? If I let the world in, they will see how dirty I feel and discard me with the rest of the filth. Keeping it to myself allows him to keep coming back, implying that I wanted it. It will allow him to collect more victims. That isn’t my fight, everyone doesn’t need to know my business. It’s only one secret, one extra partner; I can live better hiding than sharing. I will cry in silence and laugh in public. She showers and turn on the TV. “Breaking news, another rapist gets away because telling is an opinion”….She just raped every girl he raped after her!!!! ~AmazinglyBrash~ #DreamAwake

Open Up

She danced around every question until the only answer was to distance myself. She asked “Why the distance?” I remained mute; she continued, “You are not going to answer my question?” She called me controlling, not seeing that I became her, and she is really calling herself controlling. People know when you ask them a question, they should answer because they would expect to be answered; not answering infringes on the relationship. So when you eliminate the relationship, they should understand they were the cause and it just effected you. People, communicate; we need to start building healthier relationships!!!! ~AmazinglyBrash~ #DreamAwake

Preparation

I attack your complaining with verbal violence because nobody else in your life has the courage to break your repetitive self-destruction. I cut your air supply of all the justifications once I hear the word “but”, ready to give clarity to stupidity. “Who am I?” so many ask; who will you be if you don’t allow me to be me? I am managing you for an opponent you can’t defeat without the proper training, but you continue to question my methods yet hired me to help you win. I can’t be in your corner if you can’t trust me to see what you can’t see without me!!!! ~AmazinglyBrash~ #DreamAwake

Making Love to Love

The sweetness of your lips saves me from the saltiness of all the past Loves that soured my soul turning me bitter. Your touch has grabbed me from every hold that has squashed my hopes of the future I am presently embracing. Your insides reminds me of the home that houses every last smile from a childhood that promised me this relationship we are building; I have found happiness!!!! ~AmazinglyBrash~ #DreamAwake

Perfection….

My voice speaks through my eyes every time I walk closer. My ears are opened to the silent loudness of the emotions between us. A pause plays in my head, and each moment is captured in two chests elevating in sync. The first of my last overcomes me as my soul leaves my body entering you, as your soul enters me. The passion poisons us with the deadly life of Love. We witness the blind slow, fastening us to one another, promising to only release when God comes calling. Until then, we’ll be hung up in the sickest of nights and the brightest of days. We will dream awake in the realism of a fascinating fantasy, of two moving as one, stepping in the harmonious dance of perfection!!!!
~AmazinglyBrash~

Small Circles

I have a small circle because I want to surround myself with leaders that see the purpose of raw honesty and Love as a faith. I was just telling my co-workers that I Love my team because they clowned me when I thought I had an STD; I had made that choice, a choice wasn’t taken from me. I Love that they have no remorse for my stupidity. I was the joke because I acted like a joke; it was justified in my mind at the time, but they were right, I put myself at risk. I went onto say, “I Love my team, because if I jumped off a roof and attempted to commit suicide,  they would show up to the hospital just to tell me how stupid and selfish I was.” I Love the tough Love. Nobody is exempt. I want the whole world to feel the Love I have felt and continue to feel. I want the world to put in the dedication and devotion it takes to acquire every heartbeat!!!! ~AmazinglyBrash~

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