The elevator doors open, bullets begin to rain. Blood pouring to the floor, wrong place wrong time; right time to hope you’re going to the right place. Look back on your life, did you deserve every slug; was it a bullet you dodged in your past coming back to claim your future? Grasping for air, you’re not ready to go, but you’re going to have to be ready. The ambulance is moving in slow motion. Your life was turned around, but it came back full circle. Murdered by your younger self, every body came back to visit and took you with them. Thought you were off the hook, but you had to know someone was eventually going to fish. The gun is unknown but looks so familiar. The world was looking up until you were gunned down. No warning, no sign; just a sigh from being wounded. You’re reaching for the wall with blood filled hands, but your too weak to extend. Death is right around the corner and your trying you’re hardest to go left. Family faces bring tears to your eyes, but you refuse to close them, allowing the tears to run down your cheeks. You paid all your debts but owed your life. The slowing rhythm of your heart is luring you to sleep; fighting Death with your will, but he isn’t willing to gain you a second. You plead with God for a second chance, but with your last breath, realized you were granted that when you changed for the better; you’re just being called!!!! ~AmazinglyBrash~
Their death left you empty; leaving just hollow echoes of their memories. They died without warning; they didn’t even say goodbye. You’re so angry that you’re fighting the tears; you’re so sad that you’re angry, personalizing them passing as a way God failed you. “It was their time,” you’re thinking what the hell does that mean? It means it was time for them to go on a journey that didn’t include you. It means that their spirit became more valuable than their body. It’s okay to mourn the loss, but try to focus on all that you have gained. Their presence is still present, all they have meant is still meaningful; you don’t have to touch, hold, or listen to their voice to keep them close to your heart. Celebrate all they were by celebrating all you are. I know, you remember the fights that were so important then that mean nothing now. I know, you remember their words that meant nothing then, but mean everything now. Take a deep breath, that’s the process! They say everybody mourns different, but the same things arise just at different times. Allowing the tears to pour down your face is not a form of them being erased; it’s you accepting they are gone but never forgotten!!!! ~AmazinglyBrash~
My “single” status is always blamed on “being picky,” but I am searching for someone that loses their mind where their heart is found in the faith of our existence. I continue running into women walking in thought with me, while their hearts are racing around people too tired to go the distance. So I wait, optimistic that my beat will be met with the introduction of the perfect melody; we’ll be a song!!!! ~AmazinglyBrash~
Fame, you can keep it. The name, you can rewrite it. If I can reshape a world that goes in circles to do a 180, I will die for my creation. Love fuels my fire; desire ignites it. I don’t want to change everything; I wish to add on to anything that adds on to purifying our existence. I will not sign up for every cause but I will continue to encourage them to effect lives effectively. I am not sleeping, because so many see my dream; they just need a leader courageous enough to fight until they are empty. I am AmazinglyBrash; sign me up, all I know is how to give my all. I believe harder than most; only few have a heart as soft. I will be on the front line of every war, but my army can’t budge. We must stand firm to see the world we wish to see our children live in!
How confident do you have to be to believe you’re “the one” out of billions? Out of all the people they will encounter how do you know you’ll be the one they will never forget? What causes us to take the risk of being just another one? We are believers, and that belief carries us into the heart of another. It’s that connection that separates us from every other encounter. We take the risk because one dollar can turn into a lifetime of wealth. We take the risk because we are risking more not taking it. We anticipate failure because success seems final. We attach final to the end, but being In-Love is the beginning; the beginning of two works to be one, one foundation building a home; making every decision together, remaining strong when challenged and vulnerable when cherished. We’ll be the paradise God intended; not eating the fruit, but using its presence to remind us we have a gift. We will be curious but realize true Love is serious. The mind won’t dictate what the heart has already ruled ordained. We’ll be the miracle everyone imagines because we’ll model it!!!! ~AmazinglyBrash~
We sang so many songs but none were recorded; left in an historical prison, right before our last memory. A life that once was, is now a life that is, day-to-day seeing tomorrow, yet speaking as if it was yesterday. The recognition in the mirror is a vague identity that can’t be identified. Tears shower every love’s heart because they are strangers; unclear of what’s certain, a smile is formed to console. “It’s nice to meet you”, “Pleased to have a new acquaintance”, they hug us as an old friend. They tell tales of an amazing life with not one inclination we once lived it. We’re entertained, while they entertain the possibility that we will remember; because of technology they cant accept the reality that we’re a once was, but our reality is we are now. ~AmazinglyBrash~
The world is closing in, but that doesn’t mean that I shouldn’t attempt to open it back up. I don’t accept being extinct; I won’t stand still; I will continue to show people the openings they can walk through. Disasters will strike, but we have to be resilient enough to reinvent paradise. Deaths will occur, but we have to be present in their absence. Tomorrow isn’t promised, but today is; live, love, and hope dreams of happiness and you will wake up to it. Don’t ever give up when you can get up. Never measure humanity by its imperfection when we have perfected so much. I will never see death until death sees me. As long as I can live, I can lead. As long as I can lead, I have the power to affect positive outcomes. I love breathing, not because the breaths don’t get short, but because I will always work towards the deep ones. I will inhale every last moment until I exhale my last moment!!!! ~AmazinglyBrash~