It’s not the success that scares me, it’s the fame. My private thoughts will be publicized and criticized. I want to change people’s lives while maintaining mine. Am I ready to leave everything on the table to serve the population? Am I ready to turn my passion into a career; betraying it for obligation and deadlines, turning it over to financially driven zombies that will eat my message to keep themselves alive? The world deserves to be challenged universally; it deserves to think beyond its atmosphere, so everyone can better appreciate their air. I was blessed with a tool that will allow us to fly; we will soar using our mind, leaving our body, and give into our souls. I have dedicated my life to Love and my purpose is to decorate everyone else’s life with it; showing them that violence is weakening us and our strength is a hug away. Our hearts are our strongest muscle and it’s about time we flex it. We can believe in something aside from power by empowering those who feel powerless, which is each and every one of us at some point. We don’t have to step on toes to witness Heaven, all we have to do is embrace one another and Heaven will come to us. I am here to encourage living and to discourage killing. I am here to contaminate our water with the purity of peace, quenching everyone’s desire to hate. I am here to be Love, create Lovers, and leave the world Lovely!!!! ~AmazinglyBrash~
The elevator doors open, bullets begin to rain. Blood pouring to the floor, wrong place wrong time; right time to hope you’re going to the right place. Look back on your life, did you deserve every slug; was it a bullet you dodged in your past coming back to claim your future? Grasping for air, you’re not ready to go, but you’re going to have to be ready. The ambulance is moving in slow motion. Your life was turned around, but it came back full circle. Murdered by your younger self, every body came back to visit and took you with them. Thought you were off the hook, but you had to know someone was eventually going to fish. The gun is unknown but looks so familiar. The world was looking up until you were gunned down. No warning, no sign; just a sigh from being wounded. You’re reaching for the wall with blood filled hands, but your too weak to extend. Death is right around the corner and your trying you’re hardest to go left. Family faces bring tears to your eyes, but you refuse to close them, allowing the tears to run down your cheeks. You paid all your debts but owed your life. The slowing rhythm of your heart is luring you to sleep; fighting Death with your will, but he isn’t willing to gain you a second. You plead with God for a second chance, but with your last breath, realized you were granted that when you changed for the better; you’re just being called!!!! ~AmazinglyBrash~
Their death left you empty; leaving just hollow echoes of their memories. They died without warning; they didn’t even say goodbye. You’re so angry that you’re fighting the tears; you’re so sad that you’re angry, personalizing them passing as a way God failed you. “It was their time,” you’re thinking what the hell does that mean? It means it was time for them to go on a journey that didn’t include you. It means that their spirit became more valuable than their body. It’s okay to mourn the loss, but try to focus on all that you have gained. Their presence is still present, all they have meant is still meaningful; you don’t have to touch, hold, or listen to their voice to keep them close to your heart. Celebrate all they were by celebrating all you are. I know, you remember the fights that were so important then that mean nothing now. I know, you remember their words that meant nothing then, but mean everything now. Take a deep breath, that’s the process! They say everybody mourns different, but the same things arise just at different times. Allowing the tears to pour down your face is not a form of them being erased; it’s you accepting they are gone but never forgotten!!!! ~AmazinglyBrash~
Fame, you can keep it. The name, you can rewrite it. If I can reshape a world that goes in circles to do a 180, I will die for my creation. Love fuels my fire; desire ignites it. I don’t want to change everything; I wish to add on to anything that adds on to purifying our existence. I will not sign up for every cause but I will continue to encourage them to effect lives effectively. I am not sleeping, because so many see my dream; they just need a leader courageous enough to fight until they are empty. I am AmazinglyBrash; sign me up, all I know is how to give my all. I believe harder than most; only few have a heart as soft. I will be on the front line of every war, but my army can’t budge. We must stand firm to see the world we wish to see our children live in!
We sang so many songs but none were recorded; left in an historical prison, right before our last memory. A life that once was, is now a life that is, day-to-day seeing tomorrow, yet speaking as if it was yesterday. The recognition in the mirror is a vague identity that can’t be identified. Tears shower every love’s heart because they are strangers; unclear of what’s certain, a smile is formed to console. “It’s nice to meet you”, “Pleased to have a new acquaintance”, they hug us as an old friend. They tell tales of an amazing life with not one inclination we once lived it. We’re entertained, while they entertain the possibility that we will remember; because of technology they cant accept the reality that we’re a once was, but our reality is we are now. ~AmazinglyBrash~
The world is closing in, but that doesn’t mean that I shouldn’t attempt to open it back up. I don’t accept being extinct; I won’t stand still; I will continue to show people the openings they can walk through. Disasters will strike, but we have to be resilient enough to reinvent paradise. Deaths will occur, but we have to be present in their absence. Tomorrow isn’t promised, but today is; live, love, and hope dreams of happiness and you will wake up to it. Don’t ever give up when you can get up. Never measure humanity by its imperfection when we have perfected so much. I will never see death until death sees me. As long as I can live, I can lead. As long as I can lead, I have the power to affect positive outcomes. I love breathing, not because the breaths don’t get short, but because I will always work towards the deep ones. I will inhale every last moment until I exhale my last moment!!!! ~AmazinglyBrash~
People invest in the fault of man more than the progression of mankind. We honor our HEROES just to be frightened by the strength that earned them that title. Every man can be faulty; yet, the same principles apply to their success; what they show should be their account, not banking on someone stumbling when they have always stood up straight. It’s that a mentality that prepares us for the future, or reassures us we were never happy in our past? We clinch a bold fist before we extend an open hand, and we fight when it’s necessary to hug; the devil is ALIVE, and we provide its air supply. Let’s suck the life out of devil’s the system so that the only way it can get it back is by reforming, making a commitment to Love and serve under God, allowing us to truly see what “forgiveness” is. Let’s invest in the progression of our race, not sit back and watch it being erased!!!! ~AmazinglyBrash~