All Good Feelings Don’t Have to End….

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~ The soul hits the paper displaying a heartbeat that is muted by the deafness of a guarded mind. The blood rushes in their presence but you’re too thin to clot, scared to admit that you’re admiration has allowed you to circulate. Feeling the joy that once betrayed, you betray the feeling, but this joy promises the pleasure of a lifetime of happiness; it refuses to prove it’s worthiness, so you must work along side it before walking together. It won’t acknowledge your past because it’s certain about the future, yet you close up to being opened. And the gift was left under the tree…. ~AmazinglyBrash~

Performing in Front of My Mother for the first time while in Florida

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Sweep Me….

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Her dimples folded in her face as I stared, yet she’s waiting for me to approach her. I maintain my seat hoping she would have the courage to be the exception to the rule. She continues inviting me in with the subtlety of several glances. I drop my head, turn up my music, and begin writing this passage into my phone. I am tired of the same oh women; I’m handing ya”ll  the broom!!!! ~AmazinglyBrash~

Refusing to be Weakened

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Pain has weakened my hope in the moment of its inception and strengthened my ability to fight for pleasure. Working diligently to be healthy, I hold onto the belief that I will heal. My heart aches; my breaths have shortened. I’m starting to look back, seeing where I was, instead of where I am going; falling into an endless hole that can never be relived nor replaced. I miss you so badly; I am missing. In pieces, searching for where to start putting everything back together; yet, I start…. one piece at a time. I connect one by one until I am whole, hopeful that I will put myself in a position to be broken again, because I am confident I can always solve the puzzle of being one with one and truly am one. The pleasure has strengthened my faith to weaken the pain that attempts to deny me hope of being In-Love again!!!! ~AmazinglyBrash~

Think First

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Homeboy, I don’t want your woman, just like you don’t want me, though you’re grilling me with such intimacy. I just looked her way as an observation of my surroundings. You caught her smiling, and that’s my fault? You need to reevaluate your position. If I did want her, do I know you enough to forfeit my happiness to share your pride? She owes you, I never borrowed a cent; have some sense! Why channel your anger at a person that can possibly turn your anger into an ass whipping? If you happen to win the fight, you’ll be high on the “win” for a second, but may never get the image of her momentary satisfaction out your head. Stop, think, and get her side of the story, because I am sitting next to a little smiley – faced kid that is looking directly at her!!!! ~AmazinglyBrash~

Fading into Faith

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It’s not the success that scares me, it’s the fame. My private thoughts will be publicized and criticized. I want to change people’s lives while maintaining mine. Am I ready to leave everything on the table to serve the population? Am I ready to turn my passion into a career; betraying it for obligation and deadlines, turning it over to financially driven zombies that will eat my message to keep themselves alive? The world deserves to be challenged universally; it deserves to think beyond its atmosphere, so everyone can better appreciate their air. I was blessed with a tool that will allow us to fly; we will soar using our mind, leaving our body, and give into our souls. I have dedicated my life to Love and my purpose is to decorate everyone else’s life with it; showing them that violence is weakening us and our strength is a hug away. Our hearts are our strongest muscle and it’s about time we flex it. We can believe in something aside from power by empowering those who feel powerless, which is each and every one of us at some point. We don’t have to step on toes to witness Heaven, all we have to do is embrace one another and Heaven will come to us. I am here to encourage living and to discourage killing. I am here to contaminate our water with the purity of peace, quenching everyone’s desire to hate. I am here to be Love, create Lovers, and leave the world Lovely!!!! ~AmazinglyBrash~

Was it Me????

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Forgive me for forgiving you, but not allowing you back in my circle because you’re a square or better yet a rectangle destroying everything that others, not you, have worked so hard to build. Pity me, for having the standard to stand up when so many have cut me at the knees. Condemn me, because I was too closed to conform to anything that would change my form of being open to a joyous life of joy. Apologize for me, I spoke out of turn when the discussion was taking a turn for the worst, most would have been hoarse, but not I. So forgive me for being me, and challenging you to find you, so we could ensure us; I’m Sorry!!!! ~AmazinglyBrash~